Geordies Column

Your Heart Never Lies...

The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye..

You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful...
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears...

Outside the car window is my missed opportunity...
Your position and mine is separated by tears...

The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window... 

I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you...

You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again...
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings...
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances...

Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret...

I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness...

Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings.....................................

YOUR HEART NEVER LIES.....

relationship?

what does relationship means? generally relationship means connection dealings and feelings between people, emotionally or sexually..for me, relationship is just another part in a life of a person. everybody in this world would experience this..why did I say that? well, we all have family,frens and etc rite? that's relationship what is all about..connection,love and trust... relationship will either bring us happiness or vice versa..it's all through experience.In a relationship, betrayal is the worst thing that could happened. The feeling of being betrayed by our loved ones would kill ones hope of living.

It's hard to handle because it involves our feelings,trusts and sacrifices..

Some people would say that it's not a big thing..it's easier said!! Only when you experienced ureself the feeling of being betrayed by ur loved ones,then only u'll know how does it really feels..don't talk if u had never been in the situation..

For me,in order for us to handle the situation is that we must never put our 100% trust in a relationship..not only that, always be alert and prepared so that we can take it with calm and steady..remember,if we gave our best in our relationship without any cautiousness..then prepared to face the worst in a relationship...to people out there who's in a relationship.. please don't ruined ur frens or partners life by doing things that could hurt them..think hard before u did something bad to them..they don't deserve it after all the sacrifices they've given u..just remember,whenever or how hard u hurt their feelings..god will double the pain that they've suffered to ones who did..

why am I saying this? again,through experiences...people would say that i'm a loser or 'poyo' in a way..but everything I wrote came from the heart... where does broken heart go? the answer for that... searching for a new partner in life..hahahaha..

Don't ruined ur life because of a broken relationship because everything happens for a reason..think positive and people who broke a relationship or ruined their partners life don't deserve to be with the ones they hurt.. Finally, do remember that god,family and frens will always be by ourside whatever the obstacles are..

I started a joke?

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,
but I didn't see that the joke was on me, oh no.

I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

'Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was one me.

was the joke really on me?d'uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

digging the grave and I got it made!!!!

frens...

well..dunno what to write actually..I cannot sleep and I'm so damned bored rite now..why did I pick frens as title?dunno la..saje-saje je...hahahaha..frens are easy to find but true frens aren't..mcm mana nak ckp ar,kwn or kenalan ni memang bersepah..merata2 and it goes by everyday in our life..kawan utk gelak mmg mudah dicari..bukan mudah,paling mudah nak dicari..tapi kwn time susah mmg susah nak cari beb..kekadang tu takde..bila berkawan tu kenalah berhati-hati selalu..we can make frens with anybody..it's good to have a lot of frens..but never give your trust to a fren that you only knew for a short time period.. not all ppl are like that..but dun put any hope for them to come and help you one day even though you think they are your so called frens..well,buat baik biar berpada-pada and dun jez follow ur heart..use ur brains also...think what's good for you..buat baik dibalas baik..buat jahat..go to hell la..hahahaha...biris set kito...kalau kita baik sangat,nanti kita yg "SEBEK"!!!!!

Paranormal activities...

Paranormal activities usually include things such as ufo's and ghosts...some people would believe in such thing but some don't...For me,I have no comment concerning ufo's coz I think it's only a myth..but ghosts...there's ghosts around us...everywhere!I've had experience dealing with such creature...The 1st time was years back while I was in my secondary school.It happened at my uncle's house..I heard a voice mengilai loudly while I was washing my hands...suare dia,tuhan aje yg tau...takde frequency yg dpt digambarkan betapa nyaringnya suare tu...my next experience was masa kat kolej perindu during my early days in UiTm Shah Alam...mcm biasalah,kena goncang katil for almost 15 mins...it happened not only at night..4.30pm pun jadi..hahahaha...quite scary...Recently such paranormal activities starts to happen in my own house in KB...feels like in the movie Amityville or Portelgeist(sorryla if salah spell for both movies)...my so called superpower eldest sis is the usual victim...one night a pocong appears following her from our living room to her room...bukan tu je,each time dia sembahyang or baca quran,there will be an ugly faced creature would ganggu her...since dia ni ada superpower sket,she don't even bother about it...me,kena skali je la..masa tgh layan main ps2,ternampak benda putih lalu kat tingkap.. hahahahaha...gerun sial...that's all for now,tp maybe in the near future akan ada lagi byk yg akan gue alami?nauzubillah....seram beb...that's y I do believe in ghosts..through experience maaa....up 2u 2believe it or not...I don't care coz hell it's my blog..I can write whatever I want!!!Tschusss....

Song for my mom...

This song means a lot to me...The words are beautiful...This song is for my mom...I love her so much...

A Song For Mama

You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
I always keep it inside
You’re the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn’t anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn’t feel right
If I didn’t have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You’ll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul
You’re always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin’ me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You’ll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

The Way

There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you

There's somethin' 'bout the way your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around

And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
That way that I want you tonight

It's the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
And when I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that it makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same

In the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)

It's in the way that you know me
And when I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that make me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to decribe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way

It's in the way that (Oh) You move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)

Oh (It's in the way that)
You hold me (the way you hold me, yeah)
And the way that
You know me (the way you know me)
When I can find the right words to say (Feel it in the)
It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me (feelin')
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay (feel it in the way)

There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say than I feel it in the way

What a bad son I am...

Today is the 10th of April.As usual,when I woke up,had my breakfast and start playing Football Manager until noon...why?Hv to send my big sister sumwhere..then went to the barbershop to trim my hair,go lepak with my cousins sampai petang..I knew that I forgot to do something important today...but I can't recall what the hell it is...at last,I remember it's my mom's birthday...sempat melarikan diri membeli card and gift for her...but I only manage to wish her around 8 pm..damn it...she's cool with it but I felt bad..I'm a really bad son..am I?who cares...hahahaha..as long as I don't fuck with people, don't try to mess with me..who cares..gave me one last caress...YEAH!!!!

Intro??

What to say ar? This is my 1st time doing a blog.I'm so karpon when it comes to this..hahahaha...What do we actually write in this column anyway?is it a diary? well,whether it is or not..I'm gonna make it a diary called a day in a life of a geordie..I won't start now coz today is jez another ordinary day...maybe i'll find out something to write in my next writing...au revoir..BreepBreep!!!